Menghitung Hari

Semakin mendekati tanggal 1 Desember, semakin kencang jantung ini berdegup. Tidak pernah terbayangkan sebelumnya bahwa kebersamaan ini hanya bertahan 5 tahun. Menurut cerita teman-teman sih memang begitu. Waktu 5 tahun adalah batas alami untuk bekerja dalam satu lingkungan. Entah benar entah tidak, manusia selalu berusaha mencari tantangan baru di masa setelah 5 tahun.

Sebenarnya ini bukan soal lingkungan yang berubah. Saya tetap bisa menikmati keadaan sampai detik ini. Tidak ada satu pun gangguan berarti yang saya alami. Pun demikian dengan kebutuhan lahir. Pencapaian lima tahun sudah cukup untuk membiayai gaya hidup saya yang sederhana dan nggak pernah terlibat gemerlap dunia malam.

Terus mengapa mesti keluar kerja? Sekali ini masalah idealis dan tinggal menunggu waktu untuk menunjukkan eksistensi diri. Kebetulan saja moment ini hampir bersamaan dengan kesempatan bergabung dalam CafeBisnis. So, makin klop saja langkah ini.

Lagipula, bukankah Pak Toni (my big boss) sendiri yang menyatakan bahwa keberhasilan hanya didapat oleh mereka yang berani mengambil tindakan. Tanpa perlu berpolemik panjang lebar, ini memang keputusan terbaik yang harus saya tempuh.

Hah… menjalani hari-hari terakhir di mess karyawan seolah dalam hitungan detik. Semua terasa nikmat ku jalani. Setiap sapaan kawan, dering telepon masuk, komplain franchise, ulah menyebalkan supplier jalanan. Dan pastinya lirikan nakal tetangga sebelah rumah yang hobby menggoda brondong yang mangkal di mess.

Ada kesan mendalam dalam hati. Tembok seolah meratap. Seakan tak rela ku tinggalkan. Siapa nanti orang yang akan merawat rumah ini dengan telaten dan tanpa pamrih. Masih adakah kawan-kawan lain yang sudi bertegur sapa dengan bapak-bapak jamaah pengajian RT 64?

Please, jangan lagi memberatkan langkahku dengan segudang angan semu. Semua ada waktunya. Transformasi harus berjalan. Tidak mungkin ku menetapkan kaki di bumi Tropodo sementara pikirku telah jauh melayang melintasi batas dunia maya.

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